I should be going to bed.... but I don't feel like it just yet. I feel like ranting first before I do so.

I dunno.... for some reason I've felt so lonely,isolated, and excluded lately. It doesn't really make any sense. I have friends at school I can talk to and hang out with. But I guess it's when I get home. My friends are almost ALWAYS busy doing something and I just sit at home all evening on MSN or DA hoping to get the next message in my inbox to keep me entertained. It's aggravating. I really need to find something to do with myself, but sometimes it's really hard. Drawing doesn't even keep me entertained anymore. I get bored in 10 minutes and I just sit around doing nothing *sigh* I miss when I had allot going on a couple years ago. As soon as you get older life starts to suck more and more and people's priorities mature with the person. It's a harsh reality, but it's true. Everyone else is growing up fine, but I stay like a child and my needs refuse to change. I'm more mature than some people who are older than me anyways at least lol. Being 17 and reaching closer to being an adult sucks XD I wish I could somehow expand my palette of people to hang out with, but that won't happen because I'm a shy idiot who can't make new friends (not to mention I don't see myself getting along with the majority of students at my school except for a select few) Anyways, sorry for ranting. I just had to write this all down, I feel better already

Anyways, I should get going. I have to get up at 8:00 tomorrow, go for breakfast and get my hair cut before classes XD

EDIT
lol never mind, I actually WANT to be isolated now. There's all this frickin hype about Dane Cook (a comedian in case you don't know) All this obsessing and bragging is driving me INSANE!!!!!!!!. Dane Cook this and Dane Cook that! vknvlkrugqnvjfbnjlaqeugpoiuw3vgjre!!!!!!!!! Auuuggggg, shoot me now DX This is even worse than the hype about Twilight (or even equal) Yes, Dane Cook is funny, but GEEZE. I don't care if my friends get pissed off with me, it just needs to be said. I hope this hype calms down soon, it's getting ridiculous.